in which the bells have a lot to think about

[subtly_artistic]

Amariah recites the entire conversation she and Callahan had to the assembled Bells and Jokers that evening, after Aether has gotten back from the dining hall.

Comments

[pythbox]

"Cool," says Celo. "...Sorry, did I distract us from talking about our helplessness in the face of the perverse cosmos?"

[dark_light]

"The point is this is just a perverse little corner of the broader cosmos, and 'hubris' is relegated to fiction as a concept there," says Amariah. "Aether will be much happier. She should probably shadow one of us for a while to get used to the idea that Bells can do the things that Bells are wont to do, though."

[lifes_sake]

"...You're a field," Cam says to Celo abruptly. "A garden. Do you transplant?"

[pythbox]

"Uh - no," he says.

And pauses.

And says, "Fuck."

[subtly_artistic]

"...Oh."

[autokinetic]

"...Well, you can go away from it, though, right? You went to Milliways before. Do you need to be in your garden a certain amount or can you just go wherever as long as you have enough sex, because, I mean, there are ten and three daemons of you. Plus Nona apparently."

[pythbox]

"...Fucking at Milliways does help my field... so far," he says dubiously. "I don't know if it'll always work that way, I don't know if it'll work if I go through to another world, I don't know I won't just suddenly die if I stay extraplanar too long."

[autokinetic]

"This world is such bullshit," says Aegis.

[dark_light]

"Maybe you can room at Milliways, and Aether can hold the door so you can go check your field occasionally..."

[subtly_artistic]

"Cheating," says Aether, shaking her head, "that would be cheating."

[lifes_sake]

"I hate this fucking place."

[pythbox]

Celo shrugs. "I'm willing to try visiting other worlds, anyway."

[autokinetic]

"Yeah, 'course you are, but - I dunno, you don't look torchable, maybe your field would if we looked at it, maybe the admin could make it work regardless? I dunno."

[dark_light]

"Or he could stay and Aether could go and they could see each other as Milliways allows," says Amariah. "There's options. I just - maybe you can just be a mental healer clamping down on every third thought you have, but you could do more than that, Aether."

[subtly_artistic]

Aether squirms.

[pythbox]

Celo hugs her.

[subtly_artistic]

Hugs.

[pythbox]

Snuggles.

[subtly_artistic]

"Would that be really bad for you?" Aether asks Celo. "If I went off somewhere - somewhere nice - and you couldn't stay there?"

[pythbox]

He shrugs.

"I dunno. I could visit, I guess."

[lifes_sake]

"If the door cooperates."

[autokinetic]

"Should one of us be on opening-lots-of-doors duty?"

[dark_light]

"Yeah, probably - where are there a lot of doors one of us can open without attracting unwanted attention?"

[subtly_artistic]

"I want to suggest Emily, I can talk to her for you and she can probably line up all the doors you could possibly want - Emily is an aware building," Aether says.

[autokinetic]

"Oh, that's even better than just a long underused hallway, aware buildings are totally sometimes able to help with doors, Jarvises can do it. Except the Yggdrasil one because he's never had a door open in him before, but if anyone's ever opened a door to Milliways in Emily, there's some chance she'll... Is this also cheating, excessively regular, blah blah?"